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Just a thought... [17 Sep 2006|01:59pm]

[ mood | amused ]

you can't spell manslaughter without laughter...

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The love stories they never tell you [06 Jan 2006|01:58am]

Take a sip of tea and blow a kiss to her last breath
Wipe the blood from the crease of her eyes
Place that lovely heart on lace and lay it in your special box
Take the perfect picture to remember the moment
Wrap your toy in plastic sheets, handle her with care
Dispose of the remains of flesh
Rot is never precious
But you'll always have the story of how you stole her heart
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[14 Nov 2005|10:14am]

[ mood | okay ]

by accident there's never a wrong time to change your past for the worse

click on the link bitches!

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[12 Oct 2005|10:17pm]

I sat in a little cafe
In a little cafe on a hill
On a hill in a town I never knew
I never knew you tasted so good
You tasted so good that night in my chains
That night
Blood dripping from fresh wounds
The stench of sex and paranoia
Permeating my brain
Enveloping my skin
You tasted so good
Licking the tears from your blistered cheeks
I begged you not to go
But your ship had come in
And back to the depths of festering seclusion
You did sink...
So I sat in a little cafe
Sipping tea on a rather steep hill
Dreaming of sex and paranoia
Blood and kisses
Imploding in my little world
Of regret and cigarette burns
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Dehumanization [03 Oct 2005|04:36pm]

I would violate you
Just to hear your precious screams
I would incinerate you
But I don't like the smell
Of your evaporating cologne

Some day you'll stumble across
The meaning of desecration
And realization will no longer
Be your holy martyr
That thing that keeps a lock on your closet
And dead fish floating in your stagnant puddle

Fortunately everything you've ever loved
Will have long since left you to die
And all the pretty little things
You burnt alive
Will choke you down
And rip your heart out

You should have bled a long time ago
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[25 Aug 2005|01:27pm]

Woe is fucking me.
'nuff said.
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Bloody Sabbath [07 Aug 2005|03:35am]

Nothing to do when it rains in Spain,
Falling mainly on the lands of prophets
Wandering aimlessly toward their destined
Holy temple of hypocrisy.
The children of a thousand ages
Await the perfect moment to reveal the true design
Of existence on the battlefield of martyrdom.
Faith wasn't always blind they say,
Her eyes bled for humanity until they were drained of all life
And consequence.
For her sorrow, mankind must now follow blindly
At the heels of our masters, our makers, and fellow sinners.
Pennance is the choke chain around our necks,
Ready and waiting to deprive
Our weary forms of life
When we fuck up.
And yet we know not what we do,
For faith my friends is blind.
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Worldwide Euthanasia [22 May 2005|03:16pm]


My name is Pauly GP and I too share your pro-death view on life. (If I didn't I'd be useless in my current occupation)

Anyway, I have recently started a petition of which might interest all of you:


I hope you can all sign it and help me make my dream come true.
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[30 Apr 2005|04:03pm]

[ mood | infuriated ]

"hello im a new member"

boy do i hate these things.
im joining this community to vent basically, i cant physically go out and hurt someone or something so here i am.
lifes a bitch..i need to die. or just disappear, fall off the face of the earth for a few days...or years. my mothers being a fucking cuntbag right now. she's doing this whole parenting thing and telling me im not allowed to go to this concert. i ask her for a fucking reason and she goes off on how she doesnt need one. dumb whore. hope she fucking dies.
instead of punishing her though, i go and punish myself. pain is a good feeling, i just sometimes wish, that i hurt others instead of myself. It's funny, no one notices these things...they just assume that i accidentaly hurt myself. people are so dumb.


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[13 Apr 2005|08:12pm]

My life fucking sucks... i just wish i could die.. or move or something...

Kill me
so i can feel the
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In the wake of oceans-echo [12 Apr 2005|12:53am]

Petty mob mentality
Even those evolved enough
To think for oneself
Fall prey
When possessing a common enemy
How futile
Oh pity the pretty mob
With razor syllabic frustrations
On ceaselessly fertile ground
Where the congregation fails in epiphany...
Even monsters must be fed
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[11 Apr 2005|03:35pm]

Hello I'm a new commer... Get ready to listen to me whine and complain.

Saturday night my parents had people over.. they were cool i've known them and then this girl Alex who works for my step-mom she's 20 so shes kinda like my friend to, but anyways... My parents took my computer away :smirks: "Fucking cunts" But thats beside the point. Alex goes in and uses beverly's (my step-mom) computer to go on puppyfind.com which is where you look at puppys for sale that you might want or get. And i asked her before she left to leave it up for me. And then after i got off the phone with my boyfriend i went in there and was looking at is and also had my e-mail pulled up.. cause my step-mom lets me check my e-mail on her computer and thats it. but yeah my step-mom walks in *Drunk, Tipsy* what the fuck ever... shes crazy... and tells me to get up and get the shit out of the bathroom i put in ther from earlyer and accused me of being on her computer and "surfing the web and putting virsus on her computer and pop-ups" Umm no i was on 2 websites and they wernt my fault... and then accuses me "you;ve been on the computer all damn night get the fuck off and blah blah blah" me being myself im going to argu the truth i was on that computer for only fucking 5 mins and whatever so i just get off.. and go get my shit out of the bathroom and right as i walk out she starts bitching at me and to my dad... and shes like blah blah blah same shit... and then i yell " i was in ther for 5 friggen minutes on 2 websites that im allowed to be on... and blah blah blah *the truth*" Now she normally doesnt do this well only sometimes but still... she like ran up to me and grabbed me by both sides of my head and was jerking on my hair... so i kneed her in the pussy really hard.. and she grabbed my arm and made me bleed cause of her nails... hey i didnt mind the blood.. it got a little anger out but also made me even angeryer... but anyways... then my dad runs up and like pushes, throws whatever... my 4 feet back against the wall and onto the ground and yelles at me" what the fuck is your problem.... blah blah blah" at this point im balling... then yeah that shit was over... I was so pumped.... my adriline running so fucking high... tears streaming out of my face and then. I went into my room... grabbed my razor blade and walked into the bathroom... i normally just do little cuts... or write stuff but this time i was so overwhelmed that i just slashed the hell out of my arm/wrist... it bled so much... i just let it drip down my arm... i lay ther on the bathroom floor crying telling myself... " i didnt do anything wrong this time" " i dont diserve this" "I was good today"... blah blah blah... then just calmly go into my room and cryed more... they still havent noticed and it's monday night... the only people that noticed were people at school... and now they think im crazy... but oh well.. People take is so seriously... like i try and kill myself... i only do it cause i like the feeling... i love it.. it feels great.. espically at moments like that. Now i wish to die... i will go in my room tonight and cut away.. at every inch of my body... and still no one will notice my pain... just because i am (that happy hyper girl you see in the hall)"she'd never do that... fun! xoox
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Fucking HATE! [07 Apr 2005|03:21pm]

Hello I'm a new member... Moving on to more important things...

I hate my life.. wooppie... I want to die.. i really do... shit just keeps getting worse and worse... I think if i just took myself off this damn planet than everyone would benfit from that and people would be more happy in life...

meanwhile... I want to kill my EX best friend... she just doesnt know when to stop or when to start... she needs to just be herself.. cause im going to fucking kill her she pisses the hell out of me she doesnt know what she wasnts or when she wants it..
I hope you fucking choke on that tounge next time you have it near her mouth!
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fleshy pink. [02 Mar 2005|04:39pm]

As if iPod Shuffles didn't already look and sound like dildos.
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[22 Feb 2005|04:42pm]

i changed the layout on the community. tell me what you fuckers think.
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a joke stolen from a friend.... [18 Feb 2005|09:43pm]

Whats the difference between a hooker and an onion?

I don't cry when I'm cutting up a hooker
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[12 Feb 2005|08:44pm]

whoa. Hey. This place rocks. I was bored and decided to see if anyone else liked broken glass and I fell into a pit of creativity and darkness. My kind of place. Oh. "I'm new here."
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[04 Dec 2004|03:22pm]

[ mood | creative ]

There was so much love in that room.
I look back and smile-
she was so beautiful.

Even though she is no longer with me,
I know that she is with me always.
I dream of her.

I remember the first time we lay together-
she was a bit scared to I tied her to the bed,
just so that she would feel secure.

She was loud, she must have liked it.
But a little too loud, so I gagged her,
Just so the neighbours wouldn't complain.

Someone must have told her something bad about me,
she hit me and ran away when I untied her.
I know she didn't mean it though, we were in love.

I followed her to try to reason with her.
She fought me hysterically and wouldn't listen,
Just screamed.

She was out of her mind so I did the humane thing.
I put her out of her misery,
and gave her a service in my backyard.

I know what you're all thinking,
That it's illegal.
But I believe in euthenasia.

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just joined [25 Nov 2004|05:02am]

Hey, I just joined, so I'm new. I read over the interests for the community and got a warm and fuzzy feeling all over. A good bit of my art seems to involve death, mutilation, pain, zombies... well I suppose it would fit here, so I've joined for a little inspiration.
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