I look back and smile-
she was so beautiful.
Even though she is no longer with me,
I know that she is with me always.
I dream of her.
I remember the first time we lay together-
she was a bit scared to I tied her to the bed,
just so that she would feel secure.
She was loud, she must have liked it.
But a little too loud, so I gagged her,
Just so the neighbours wouldn't complain.
Someone must have told her something bad about me,
she hit me and ran away when I untied her.
I know she didn't mean it though, we were in love.
I followed her to try to reason with her.
She fought me hysterically and wouldn't listen,
She was out of her mind so I did the humane thing.
I put her out of her misery,
and gave her a service in my backyard.
I know what you're all thinking,
That it's illegal.
But I believe in euthenasia.