boy do i hate these things.
im joining this community to vent basically, i cant physically go out and hurt someone or something so here i am.
lifes a bitch..i need to die. or just disappear, fall off the face of the earth for a few days...or years. my mothers being a fucking cuntbag right now. she's doing this whole parenting thing and telling me im not allowed to go to this concert. i ask her for a fucking reason and she goes off on how she doesnt need one. dumb whore. hope she fucking dies.
instead of punishing her though, i go and punish myself. pain is a good feeling, i just sometimes wish, that i hurt others instead of myself. It's funny, no one notices these things...they just assume that i accidentaly hurt myself. people are so dumb.